HATE...

Hatred is an emotion of intense revulsion, distaste, enmity, or antipathy for a person, thing, or phenomenon, generally attributed to a desire to avoid, restrict, remove, or destroy the hated object. Hatred is also among the most common emotions that humans experience. It can be based on fear of an object or past negative consequences of dealing with that object. Hatred is often described as the opposite of love or friendship. People may feel conflicting and complicated emotions or thoughts involving hate, as in a love-hate relationship…

Too many ways to describe it… but this is one emotion that has been my friend for a long time now… I Hate my Nose, I Hate these hypocrites, I Hate lies , I Hate useless people, I duno y but I absolutely Hate Himesh Reshamiya!(I think its his face, or his voice… I duno!) It’s so easy to HATE… Just a tiny mistake n u end up hating ppl for the rest of there lives! It’s easy to blame, than take the blame u see… I have my own list of ppl I HATE(must admit, a long one), b4 they got on this list they where on the elite list of friends n lovers, now thinking bout them make me sick! Reason? They just dint do things my way (hehe)! Hate some coz they were just not good enough friends (let’s say liars), Hate some coz they hurt me real bad, Hate some coz they just walked out on me for no fault of mine… Hate some who just dint do things right… Hate some coz they misjudged me…Hate some for not knowing love…. Hate some coz they hurt my people!

I’ll give u one example here…. An example of how n y some ppl hate “ME”. Some gals hate me coz their BF’s gimi more attention. Coz am a better friend to the man in their life, how is it my fault teme? U can’t handle ur guy, well don’t u blame me for that lady! I was just being a good friend to him n nothing else… n for friendships sake I take that shit from these chicks, n there I have them hating me! Can u beat that? Well Gal…Spend less time in the parlor n more time with ur BF, that’s the solution, yelling at me isn’t! Some hate my coz am super at my work (or is it jealousy?) and get appreciated for it .Some just hate me coz I get along with ppl too easily , I mean c’mon.. its takes a hell lota effort to put up will all kinds of ppl! U shud pity me n not hate me, I ALWAYS get away or get into things! The effort is indeed painful, trust me! Some hate me coz I reach out to ppl, some even call me pretentious coz of it … But I do end up caring for the wrong set of ppl sometimes I agree. Maybe am just too lonely. Some hate me for the way I look, talk, walk, eat…. Am sure there r a few who hate me for the way I breath probably! I don’t give a tiny rat’s ass to dat!

I read this somewhere, the reason someone ever hates u, its coz that person wants to be like u…. n I like to believe dat( maybe am just naïve enough beleive dat dis line make me feel powerful!) N bout ppl I hate, well… I cant help it u see, some ppl are annoying! The suckiset part is, ppl u hate will always REMAIN the ppl u hate, n its easiest to add ppl to this list…. The reverse never happens no matter how hard u try….unless…. u r in love! Man dat just gives u the license to be stupid, idiotic, foolish and all the things crappy…. n dis thing cald self-respect is left with no self and no respect at all! I can go on n on bout his thing I guess…I had so decided to hate someone for the rest of my life, but my filthy lil heart just won’t allow me to… I still act like a love struck puppy with this person, This is so not me! I have said this b4 Love sucks! Now am gona say Hate Rules! I duno y, but I find dis intoxicatingly liberating ! I love to Hate, YAY!!! While u ponder over that, I'll go get myself a life...

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